I am Angry with God!

God, I am ANGRY with you!

Why? Because nothing good is happening in my life! All things are against me! Whatever happened to all your promises?

At this point of writing, I am angry with God!

Why are those who are not with you prospering?!? I gave up ALL to follow you and you are like millions of miles away from me. I am like talking to the wall. No, it's worse for if I talk to the wall, at least there is an echo. But you remain silent. Not even a fart from you! I just want to give it all up on you!!!

Have you been there? I am RIGHT NOW!

Don't tell me I am wrong!  This is how I really feel!

Man, am I angry with God!

But guess what? As I released my emotions, I feel a sense of peace. I am then reminded of this: that God likes authentic, genuine emotions. And then I am reminded of Numbers 23:19; "God is not a man, that he should lie; neither the son of man, that he should repent: hath he said and shall he not do it? or hath he spoken, and shall he not make it good?

I asked myself; who is God's enemy? It is but that old serpent, Satan. As far as I know, he is an asshole of the highest order, a scumbag of the lowest grade. He will use all means to attack my thoughts about God. It sounds like a cliche but it is true. I really don't give a shit what others may tell me as this is how I feel!!!

The more that bastard tries to take me away from the Word of God and anything of God, the more I will dive into them.  I really don't care if I understand anything I read or not.  For I know that I cannot be walking away from the things of God without any positive effects.

So the more angry I feel about God, the more I will read the Word of God and anything associated with it.

I may give up on Him but He will NEVER give up on me.  I can be unfaithful to Him but He remains faithful to His Word FOREVER!  Jesus is the author and finisher of my faith.  What He has started, He will SURELY complete!!!

It is never me against Satan.  The battle has always been Jesus versus Satan! And that battle was over and done with more than two thousand years ago!  And the last I checked, Jesus was victorious!!!

So Satan, come and show me that you can overpower God!